Fuck My Life.

You get those moments in life where you realise that you've just kind of shut yourself off for a few weeks and half of existence has passed you completely by. I get this a lot.

A lot of things have come to my attention this morning and its left me with a bad taste in my mouth (worse than Texans).

1. I am on the borderline of missing a close friends wedding because I've been playing fast and loose with my finances. While my financial situation was affecting only me, I was pretty satisfied to just let it go on but when it gets to the point where I'm letting friends down, it's just not on. Got to buck my ideas up.
2. I have been pawing at things I need to do rather than actually committing to them: everything seems to have been half-measures. Starting now, full measures are required: let's get shitfaced on how big our measures are!
3. This blog has descended back into the realm of whining. This is bad. It was due to comeback as some sort of subversive, socialist manifesto but has just gone to the middle ground that Internet musings so often find. Am I losing my edge?

To remedy this situation, I plan the following:

1. I am going to Germany. I am going to Canada. These are not statements of hope or aspiration. These are statements of fact.
2. I will find myself gainful employment by the end of August.
3. I will begin to comment and offer my spin on an item in the previous week's news in at least every other post on this blog (please feel free to suggest something during the week that may merit my attention).